This is why we can’t have nice things

I have to tame my mind before I get too frustrated, count to one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine and ten. I must say you’re a really extraordinary actor. Almost everyone bought your fake kindness. Your unreal help, at the end you didn’t wanted to be the bad guy that won’t cease you from putting the blame on others. You created a behavior in the people around you, and mediocrity is your trademark. I know the truth, and I know I did the right thing, you may disagree but I don’t care what you or other people think. I won’t put at risk my values for someone greedy.

Why does everybody love you? They don’t know enough about you. Do they know the truth? Do they know it was your fault? What bothers me is that you made me the snake, turns out I’m the bad guy, the backstabber, you manipulated the people around you to trash my person. I’m not sorry for speaking the truth. What’s sad is that the people I love will protect you no matter the cost when you’re not worth a dime. But I see you, you were expecting this. Karma is a bitch.

Did you think I wouldn’t hear all the things you said about me? It’s for that exact reason, why we can’t have nice things! Because you break them. I’m relieved with my conscience, I’m in good terms with myself, which is what matters the most. Here’s to my real friends; they don’t care about what you said, I said. Maybe I did something bad but then, why does it feel so good?

Only a few know the whole story, only a few know the truth and the people who really matter know. I won’t keep going around my head trying to figure out why. I’m done, super funny because I’m not the only friend you’ve neglected lately, if only you weren’t so shady. Gotta keep an eye on you. Don’t expect any sympathy, keep brainwashing people’s mind. Soon or later they’ll have to accept the harsh reality. Wonderland has closed and anyone else is shit but you were lit. Truth is you were never in control. Sorry I ain’t sorry. You’re not the first person; there’s been many others and you won’t be the last. Just another lesson, one that’ll keep. Take care and hope you’ll learn from it too.

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