Chasing Pavements

Listen stupid because I don’t have much time. I LIKE YOU! Okay? I’m undoubtedly into you but lately you’ve been acting super weird and I really don’t know if it’s me. If that’s the way you are or what the fuck it’s been going on!? It pisses me off your unusual way to act. I’m tired of investing my time, putting an effort in attempting this to work. For that reason I need to know; I want to ask you, do you like me?

Please be honest and pull out the band-aid! I swear it’ll only hurt a little, and I’ll move on. Before I deep dive into these feelings. I’ve been sitting, waiting, wishing. I’m just a foolish boy… learning that caring about somebody don’t make them care about you. Must I always be waiting on you? Must I always behave like your fool? I sang your songs, I read your thoughts and danced your dance. Maybe you’ve been through this before, but it’s my first time so please, ignore the next few lines cause they’re directed at you.

I keep playing your part, but it’s not my scene. Want this plot to twist, but I’ve had enough mystery. Keep building it up, the excitement and intrigue. But you’re shooting me down, joke is on you cause I’m already down. I was flying around in circles as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle, finally could this be it or…? I think to myself, well if I was in your place I’d placed down all my ammunition. I’d wonder why’d it taken me so long but lords know that I’m not you and if I was I wouldn’t be so cruel. Cause waiting on you, ain’t so easy to do. Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere? Or would it be a waste? Even if I recognized my place… should I leave it there?

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