All I known since this morning when I woke, is that I knew something now I didn’t before. All I’ve seen since eighteen hours ago it’s green eyes, curly hair, freckles and your smile in the back of my mind making me feel like… I just want to be with you. Tell me your secrets, all of the creep shit. I want to know your wildest dreams and darkest thoughts. I think your kinda crazy. I like it.
Everyone keeps getting in the way, and I’m tired we can’t have a minute alone. Just the two of us. If they just let me, hold you for the day. I’ll provide you all the love and peace that you usually deliver my way. Please keep me close. If you show me, then I’ll show you, all the things that make me want to know you. It’s the little things, the details you’re so weird and I love it. No one makes me laugh like you and there’s no one with whom I enjoy spending more time than with you. I laugh so much that my stomach hurts.
Every moment is glorious with you. I just wish we retained more memories shared just between you and me. Stolen moments that they steal from us. The things we share, only you get me the way that I am. You know how hard is to figure you out? We’ve been friends for so long, and It feels good. At the same instant I’m disturbed we’re going to drift apart. For a moment please imagine us being together. Let’s scape this reality and travel to a different dimension. Maybe there you could tell me all the things you didn’t mentioned. Can you, imagine? Imagine a world like that. But we both know the more you imagine the less it’ll come true, is it so bad to daydream?
There’s so little to say, but so much time. Despite my empty mouth, the words are in my mind. Please wear the face, the one where you smile because it lightens up my heart. Those words can’t let them go, I just can’t, it’s been always me. For once just for once in my life can you be the one? The one to tell me to stay, the one to tell me you love me and that it’s always been me. Is it so wrong for me to imagine that it’ll be like that? Don’t want to keep myself busy to neglect the fact that you’re always there like a ring in my head. In the meantime I’ll try to keep myself sane and say I love you when you’re not listening.