I have always hated positivism. I have no patience for positive or happy people all the time. I don’t think that they are obnoxious, maybe just a little, but it is not possible to be that happy all the time. Yes, being happy is a choice, and I am no trying to be a hater here. Nothing but trying to make a point clear, life … Continue reading That’s Life
I saw a ghost today, and she was texting, talked to me. A ghost from the past, someone that used to be dead. I thought was buried but it reappeared and came back from the dead. Pursuing me, bringing old memories from an old chapter. Guess I did not properly close it. I promised during that time that all decisions were final and there was no turning back. It is hard being committed to a decision that hurts. I broke up with a friend, and I guess those kind of break ups are harder than the ones we … Continue reading lie to me.
I love my hair; it’s one of the things I like the most about myself. The texture, the length, it’s color, I like the color like a mix of brown with a reddish shade. I’m not ginger even though a few friends have told me it looks like it, I recognize myself as a brunette. Our hair it’s one of our trademarks, people can easily … Continue reading Hair
Someone broke my heart, and I cried for so long, asking to myself if there was something wrong with me. One day I realized that everything was alright with me, that I am a great person and I’m worthy. I never lose, they lost me. My personal toxic trait was overthinking what was wrong with me and putting the blame on me. Sabotaging myself, listening … Continue reading Strip
I’ve dealt with gossip before. It’s not new to me. On the odd occasion it crushes me and sometimes I laugh it off. It all comes to one person; it starts there and then spreads to everyone else. Like a virus, it becomes a pandemic and it’s contagious. I know for a fact the people that surround you have an impact on how other see … Continue reading Gossip Girl
He just texted me. I got nervous, I pre-read his message under the notifications bar “I don’t think I’m prepared for something serious with someone, yet” I freak out and I don’t know what to do. Why did he say that? Just two days ago we were in my room watching Netflix; we spent time together talking about our hopes and dreams; he kissed me … Continue reading It’s nice to have a friend
What is it that boys are so damn stupid? Seriously fucking dumb all of them. So tired of them and their bullshit. I’m tired of dating boys, I’m done dating boys it never ends well. If I have to be specific I got to say that boys don’t know what they want in life. I need a genuine man that recognizes what he wants. Trying … Continue reading Ready
Here’s to all women for this world wouldn’t be what it is without you. I feel grateful for having strong women around me; they raised me and thought me so many valuable lessons. For most of my childhood, I grew surrounded by my mom, aunties and grannies. I learned how to be independent from a very young age, learned all that it takes to be … Continue reading Who run the world?
So after several mental breakdowns, a few shots, one bottle of wine, one full pizza, a few episodes of Grey’s Anatomy, endless sad songs, throwing up, a two hour call with my best friend, a shower and crying I can finally say I’m fine. It’s like when you get really sick and need to do a cleanse or detox, it’s so relaxing. Now got to … Continue reading New Romantics
I think of different ways to keep my spirit up, try to choreograph hours with playful joyish thoughts. I could learn a thing or two about relaxing. I rather drown in my own self-destructive thoughts and sabotage the chances of being happy with someone I care. That’s what I do… I already have me routine. Wake up every morning put on the fake smile, bright … Continue reading Tell me how