Strip
Someone broke my heart, and I cried for so long, asking to myself if there was something wrong with me. One day I realized that everything was alright with me, that I am a great person and I’m worthy. I never lose, they lost me. My personal toxic trait was overthinking what was wrong with me and putting the blame on me. Sabotaging myself, listening … Continue reading Strip
Gossip Girl
I’ve dealt with gossip before. It’s not new to me. On the odd occasion it crushes me and sometimes I laugh it off. It all comes to one person; it starts there and then spreads to everyone else. Like a virus, it becomes a pandemic and it’s contagious. I know for a fact the people that surround you have an impact on how other see … Continue reading Gossip Girl
It’s nice to have a friend
He just texted me. I got nervous, I pre-read his message under the notifications bar “I don’t think I’m prepared for something serious with someone, yet” I freak out and I don’t know what to do. Why did he say that? Just two days ago we were in my room watching Netflix; we spent time together talking about our hopes and dreams; he kissed me … Continue reading It’s nice to have a friend
Ready
What is it that boys are so damn stupid? Seriously fucking dumb all of them. So tired of them and their bullshit. I’m tired of dating boys, I’m done dating boys it never ends well. If I have to be specific I got to say that boys don’t know what they want in life. I need a genuine man that recognizes what he wants. Trying … Continue reading Ready
Who run the world?
Here’s to all women for this world wouldn’t be what it is without you. I feel grateful for having strong women around me; they raised me and thought me so many valuable lessons. For most of my childhood, I grew surrounded by my mom, aunties and grannies. I learned how to be independent from a very young age, learned all that it takes to be … Continue reading Who run the world?
needy
I want to start this out and say I got to get it off my chest. I’m flawed and if you don’t like that get lost. I was a bit shattered and although I healed. I still bear the scars as a reminder that not everyone demonstrates the most honourable intentions. I’m still a dreamer, and I know, I’m sure that I have a good … Continue reading needy
New Romantics
So after several mental breakdowns, a few shots, one bottle of wine, one full pizza, a few episodes of Grey’s Anatomy, endless sad songs, throwing up, a two hour call with my best friend, a shower and crying I can finally say I’m fine. It’s like when you get really sick and need to do a cleanse or detox, it’s so relaxing. Now got to … Continue reading New Romantics
Tell me how
I think of different ways to keep my spirit up, try to choreograph hours with playful joyish thoughts. I could learn a thing or two about relaxing. I rather drown in my own self-destructive thoughts and sabotage the chances of being happy with someone I care. That’s what I do… I already have me routine. Wake up every morning put on the fake smile, bright … Continue reading Tell me how
Imagine
All I known since this morning when I woke, is that I knew something now I didn’t before. All I’ve seen since eighteen hours ago it’s green eyes, curly hair, freckles and your smile in the back of my mind making me feel like… I just want to be with you. Tell me your secrets, all of the creep shit. I want to know your … Continue reading Imagine
Delicate 2.0
There’s a war inside of me, overthinking it’s my specialty. Constantly seeking to be seen but… nobody notices me. Every time it’s different from the previous one, in the end nobody stays for long… Distinct beginnings with the same end. It feels like engaging in a different game, when I reach certain level my player dies and I have to start all over again. Seems … Continue reading Delicate 2.0
