Have you ever felt like you’ve finally met Mr Right and suddenly out of nowhere things end between you two? You hold onto the memory of what could’ve happened instead of focusing on what really happened. You refuse to let go of that dream of you two together. You start thinking about all the things that made it special and think that things might change … Continue reading a mess but… happy 4 u
This is the story about a boy named Peter. His story starts at the age of eight, a noticeably big boy for his height and age. He was fat and had a huge belly; he loved donuts and was spoiled by his parents. Anything he wanted he got it. In the summer of 2009, he was committed to lose weight, and it was successful in … Continue reading I feel pretty but unpretty
I’ve dealt with gossip before. It’s not new to me. On the odd occasion it crushes me and sometimes I laugh it off. It all comes to one person; it starts there and then spreads to everyone else. Like a virus, it becomes a pandemic and it’s contagious. I know for a fact the people that surround you have an impact on how other see … Continue reading Gossip Girl
Here’s to all women for this world wouldn’t be what it is without you. I feel grateful for having strong women around me; they raised me and thought me so many valuable lessons. For most of my childhood, I grew surrounded by my mom, aunties and grannies. I learned how to be independent from a very young age, learned all that it takes to be … Continue reading Who run the world?
So after several mental breakdowns, a few shots, one bottle of wine, one full pizza, a few episodes of Grey’s Anatomy, endless sad songs, throwing up, a two hour call with my best friend, a shower and crying I can finally say I’m fine. It’s like when you get really sick and need to do a cleanse or detox, it’s so relaxing. Now got to … Continue reading New Romantics
I think of different ways to keep my spirit up, try to choreograph hours with playful joyish thoughts. I could learn a thing or two about relaxing. I rather drown in my own self-destructive thoughts and sabotage the chances of being happy with someone I care. That’s what I do… I already have me routine. Wake up every morning put on the fake smile, bright … Continue reading Tell me how
All I known since this morning when I woke, is that I knew something now I didn’t before. All I’ve seen since eighteen hours ago it’s green eyes, curly hair, freckles and your smile in the back of my mind making me feel like… I just want to be with you. Tell me your secrets, all of the creep shit. I want to know your … Continue reading Imagine
My mind is confused, and my heart’s aching for its been two weeks since the last time I saw you. I haven’t heard much from you, and I realize there’s nothing I care but you. It’s overwhelming because I realized I didn’t want to lose you. Wasted time doing other stuff while I should’ve texted you, call you, thought a bit more about you. You … Continue reading Crush
Do me a favor and just before you open your mouth, look inside your tiny mind. Now, look a bit harder. Cause I’m so sick, uninspired, tired and done with all the hatred you harbor. You say: it’s not okay to be gay; even though you are? Well, I think you’re just evil; you’re just some racist homophobic that can’t tie up his laces. Your … Continue reading Fuck you
Looking back it’s been an amazing journey, one I never thought I’ll come so far. I had my highs and lows… I mean, what can I say? If I had to put a name to describe my 2019, it’ll be “Things I never thought I would do” what a fucking year, both in a good and not so good way. I’m more grateful than sorry … Continue reading …Ready for it?