a mess but… happy 4 u

Have you ever felt like you’ve finally met Mr Right and suddenly out of nowhere things end between you two? You hold onto the memory of what could’ve happened instead of focusing on what really happened. You refuse to let go of that dream of you two together. You start thinking about all the things that made it special and think that things might change … Continue reading a mess but… happy 4 u

lie to me.

I saw a ghost today, and she was texting, talked to me. A ghost from the past, someone that used to be dead. I thought was buried but it reappeared and came back from the dead. Pursuing me, bringing old memories from an old chapter. Guess I did not properly close it. I promised during that time that all decisions were final and there was no turning back. It is hard being committed to a decision that hurts. I broke up with a friend, and I guess those kind of break ups are harder than the ones we … Continue reading lie to me.

It’s nice to have a friend

He just texted me. I got nervous, I pre-read his message under the notifications bar “I don’t think I’m prepared for something serious with someone, yet” I freak out and I don’t know what to do. Why did he say that? Just two days ago we were in my room watching Netflix; we spent time together talking about our hopes and dreams; he kissed me … Continue reading It’s nice to have a friend