Hi… hmmm… I don’t know how to start… is it okay if I cry? I just feel overly emotional. Sorry, you might think that I am a cry baby. I just need to pull myself together. Okay can we start once more? Hi and thank you for being here. I want to say that the following post has been written in the form of a … Continue reading I still believe in you
Have you ever felt like you’ve finally met Mr Right and suddenly out of nowhere things end between you two? You hold onto the memory of what could’ve happened instead of focusing on what really happened. You refuse to let go of that dream of you two together. You start thinking about all the things that made it special and think that things might change … Continue reading a mess but… happy 4 u
I don’t know how to say this, so I’m just going to say it. Just the way it is, and I don’t want to say I’m sorry cause I’m not. I find it hard for me to find the right words, sometimes it’s hard for me being upfront. I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings, so I rather swallow mine. However, I think enough is … Continue reading Too Good
Once upon a time, there was a girl that all she wanted was to be loved. She came from a noble family. Appreciated be anyone who got the pleasure to meet her. She had hazel hair with a reddish hue, honey brown eyes, rosy cheeks with some freckles round her eyes, pink lips perfectly shaped like a heart. She was pretty, and she was well … Continue reading Boyfriend
I saw a ghost today, and she was texting, talked to me. A ghost from the past, someone that used to be dead. I thought was buried but it reappeared and came back from the dead. Pursuing me, bringing old memories from an old chapter. Guess I did not properly close it. I promised during that time that all decisions were final and there was no turning back. It is hard being committed to a decision that hurts. I broke up with a friend, and I guess those kind of break ups are harder than the ones we … Continue reading lie to me.
I think of all the times I spent with my best friend, who I now consider my sister. We reached a level on our friendship where the bonds that unite us are stronger than ever, and we’re family now. She is the family I choose, and I don’t regret making that decision. I can’t picture my life without her, and she’s so special, she’s got … Continue reading Count on me
Someone broke my heart, and I cried for so long, asking to myself if there was something wrong with me. One day I realized that everything was alright with me, that I am a great person and I’m worthy. I never lose, they lost me. My personal toxic trait was overthinking what was wrong with me and putting the blame on me. Sabotaging myself, listening … Continue reading Strip
He just texted me. I got nervous, I pre-read his message under the notifications bar “I don’t think I’m prepared for something serious with someone, yet” I freak out and I don’t know what to do. Why did he say that? Just two days ago we were in my room watching Netflix; we spent time together talking about our hopes and dreams; he kissed me … Continue reading It’s nice to have a friend
I see you in the end of the hallway, with your big smile and dorky personality, doing your thing. I can see you, but you don’t seem to see me. I approach you, and I need to remind myself to stop before I get hurt. I don’t listen to my mind and just follow my heart; I walk to your place and give you a … Continue reading Distance
Recently I went through a break up, not the kind of romantic break ups. I had to leave a toxic friendship. I’m not going to go through a lot of details or what happened, who did what and who’s fault was. I’m not the kind of person who puts the blame on others, I take full responsibility of my decisions and mistakes. Hope you’ll learn … Continue reading Goodbye, A.